Part 3

After the union meeting I had made plans to go to the bar and meet a friend there, I thought I might need a drink, so I called her to let her know I was heading to the bar, no answer, OK well I will go down there and call again which I did still no answer, so I ordered a drink and something to eat, called again, no answer, had another drink and finished that, by now I was getting a little pissed and hurt so I went home, a great ending to a bad couple of days just what I didn't need.
The next day I woke up around 3:30am, didn't want to but I was awake so after rolling around for a hour I got up turned on the TV and checked the email, I thought there may have been a email from my friend but nothing, so I went and wrote a blog and tried to do paper work, I ended up watching a movie for the second time that month, Shall we Dance, well I ended up crying on and off all morning with the movie and every thing else that had gone in the last flew days, I knew that I had better find something to do to take my mind off things so I went outside to work, it was hot out there. I didn't check the email till around 6 pm and all the other sites that's when I found out my friend had had a family problem that had to be taken care of, it may seen bad but I was so relieved, all kinds of things run through your head like what have I done to deserve this and what's wrong with me, why is it that I don't have many friends anyway I felt a lot better.
I was able to go to Marie's for taco Tuesday now that I was feeling better, but I did put on my shortest dress and heels, I love wearing that dress, it was also the first time I had ever been out in it even though I have had it for about 2 years and that's before I knew I was Trans, I will post a picture one of these days.
The Taco's were great as always, not too many showed up but it was still fun thanks Marie.
Wednesday stayed home all day, did a little work and don't remember what else, I did get my new Social security card and changed my name for my HAM radio license, I need 1 letter from my doctor that I should get on Monday and then I can get my new Drivers License on Tuesday, can't wait for that one, the name change is moving right along.
OK I am up to date I hope the next one will be a VBLOG. Susan

One more thing, I have been on Hormones now for 4 months, I really can't tell if there are any changes, it is so hard to tell, I do have what I call baby boobs and they are nice, still a long way to go before I can wear an A cup, I hope by 6 months then I will ditch the fake ones, anyway I will be talking to the Doctor about that on Monday.