I have been thinking of writing this blog for over a week now but I kind of talked myself out of it because it's very negative and I don't like to be like that but to me it's the truth, maybe just my perception.
I have not been on facebook much in the last few weeks, I haven't been to Tacos or Starbucks, it's true I have been busy but not that busy, out of all the friends on facebook I think only 3 made any kind of contact to see if I was OK, It's ok I am used to being alone and I don't need friends who just want me to help them with the games they play all the time, if that's why you asked me to be your friend then you can just take me off your list.
It always seems to me that I am the one who has to make the contact be it on line or on the phone, I have been told that's not true but I am the one that has the phone that never rings so I know.
I never seem to know what's going on, Most of the time I find out after the fact and that I know is by phone or text, some people don't seem to trust telling me things that they tell other people, one thing I needed to know.
So what this boils down to I guess is what I have had problems with all my life, that is the lack of communication skills, there is something wrong, why is it that I have these problems, it has to be me because everybody else seems to be able to talk to each other or do I put out bad vibes.
Thursday, February 11, 2010
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