It seems I am getting some fallout from coming out at work, It's about time things were going too good, I don't know for sure what it is but I have heard that some of the wife's don't like it because it could make the fire department look bad, I think it's more there husbands, the other thing is that it really bothers some of the guys when I were makeup to work, I have worn some but it was very little, so for right now I will have to back off on that and it does say in the rules no makeup male or female, I do have to watch what I do, don't want to give them an excuse.
I got paper work from two SRS doctors and have been reading that and filling out forms, I get a little excited when I think about it, one day.
other than that I have been just working, working on my boat and shed not a whole lot of excitement but stuff I have to get done. Susan
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Friday, May 22, 2009
Name Confusion
Name confusion is what I have now, last night a women introduced her self to me and that's when I got confused, I almost said Susan but then I said Smitty which is what I use at work so that the guys don't get confused, I just thought I should write it down cause it's something I had not thought of before, it wont be long till the name gets changed. Susan
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Coming out to wife's friends
Tuesday was kind of an interesting day, I did something that maybe I should not have done, I called a friend in San Diego who I have not talked to since about 2005, she is actually my X wife's friend, I had expected her to have been told about me but she had not heard a word so I told her every thing and told her the myspace address and every thing, well later that night I got a very angry call from the X, she said that was her friend and I had no business telling her about myself and telling her about the web site, I guess I embarrassed her. Oh well can't take it back, anyway I just have to tell the world.
I had some friends stop by on the way to Taco Tuesday, they wanted to see where I live and take some pictures, hopefully I will be able to post some of them on here soon.
I didn't do too much the last three days, paper work, reading about srs doctors, cleaning house, I did make an appointment with another electrolysis to see if I can get it done faster and I made an appointment with Doctor Meltzer for a consultation.
That be all for now Susan out
I had some friends stop by on the way to Taco Tuesday, they wanted to see where I live and take some pictures, hopefully I will be able to post some of them on here soon.
I didn't do too much the last three days, paper work, reading about srs doctors, cleaning house, I did make an appointment with another electrolysis to see if I can get it done faster and I made an appointment with Doctor Meltzer for a consultation.
That be all for now Susan out
Monday, May 18, 2009
Union
well I went to the union meeting tonight, it sure would have been nice if somebody had told me it was canceled, they are going to hear about this for the next six months.
So I went shopping, I was in walmart and ran into one of the guys wife's,I don't think she recognized me at first, but we just started talking about shopping and it was like two women talking, how much better could it be.
I am still shopping for a new camera so I can put pictures up again, of course the one I wanted was out of stock, oh well I will just have to go shopping again later.
Susan
So I went shopping, I was in walmart and ran into one of the guys wife's,I don't think she recognized me at first, but we just started talking about shopping and it was like two women talking, how much better could it be.
I am still shopping for a new camera so I can put pictures up again, of course the one I wanted was out of stock, oh well I will just have to go shopping again later.
Susan
T.M.I
This blog my be too Much Information TMI for some of you so you may not want to read this one, but because I am writing about what is happening to me I have to tell you this part also.
This is something you have to think about and test because if you don't you may not realize that you are not thinking about sex or maybe just not as much, it used to be that I had to masturbate at least once a week to release the stress and then I was good for another week or two, now I don't have that stress, but you still have to masturbate just to test it out so that you know if your hormones are working, erections still come but I have to have work at it more and now the ejaculate does not explode out like it used to, it just flow out and now it's a lot clearer, the erections are still the same size and that's about it, just thought you would like to know and if you didn't why did you read so far. Susan
This is something you have to think about and test because if you don't you may not realize that you are not thinking about sex or maybe just not as much, it used to be that I had to masturbate at least once a week to release the stress and then I was good for another week or two, now I don't have that stress, but you still have to masturbate just to test it out so that you know if your hormones are working, erections still come but I have to have work at it more and now the ejaculate does not explode out like it used to, it just flow out and now it's a lot clearer, the erections are still the same size and that's about it, just thought you would like to know and if you didn't why did you read so far. Susan
Things that happen at work
Sorry I have been a little slow in my blogs lately.
Thursday I had another first, I went running here around the heights in my little shorts, sports bra, and wig, I ran early and it was not too hot even with the wig, it's kind of like a hat, I do need a wig with longer hair so I can pull it into a pony tail better but it does work.
Went to starbucks that night, It was kind of slow, some body stayed home to watch Greys Anatomy.
Two more days at work were kind of slow again but we did have 3 calls, two things did happen related to me, the first, I found out that one of the part time guys told somebody that he was a little freaked out by the fact that I wear mascara and does not want to work with me, I guess all the other stuff I wear doesn't bother him, he must not know. The other thing, one of the guys from work was at a bar about 20 miles from here and was talking to people there and my name came up and the fire department, they were the only two people that I know there, what are the odds, I have not seen them in over two years, so what happened next was they got on the phone and called two friends in town, the only two friends who I had not got around to coming out to and told them, so when I got home last night I called and talked to one of them, she was shocked but will be OK with it I think, That's why I had to come out when I did because it really is a small world.
Every thing else is going good, two and a half months on hormones, dressing 7/24, breasts change a little every week, a little more pointy now, no other changes that I can detect, so trans things are slow now and I can get a little of my house work done.
Yesterday I went for another run on the island and I saw two women ridding bikes, they looked like they were family so when they got back to their car I went over and asked them if they were family and they said yes, so I asked them if they knew about the Starbucks GLBT night and they had not so I invited them, more the merrier.
Me thinks that's all for now. Susan
Thursday I had another first, I went running here around the heights in my little shorts, sports bra, and wig, I ran early and it was not too hot even with the wig, it's kind of like a hat, I do need a wig with longer hair so I can pull it into a pony tail better but it does work.
Went to starbucks that night, It was kind of slow, some body stayed home to watch Greys Anatomy.
Two more days at work were kind of slow again but we did have 3 calls, two things did happen related to me, the first, I found out that one of the part time guys told somebody that he was a little freaked out by the fact that I wear mascara and does not want to work with me, I guess all the other stuff I wear doesn't bother him, he must not know. The other thing, one of the guys from work was at a bar about 20 miles from here and was talking to people there and my name came up and the fire department, they were the only two people that I know there, what are the odds, I have not seen them in over two years, so what happened next was they got on the phone and called two friends in town, the only two friends who I had not got around to coming out to and told them, so when I got home last night I called and talked to one of them, she was shocked but will be OK with it I think, That's why I had to come out when I did because it really is a small world.
Every thing else is going good, two and a half months on hormones, dressing 7/24, breasts change a little every week, a little more pointy now, no other changes that I can detect, so trans things are slow now and I can get a little of my house work done.
Yesterday I went for another run on the island and I saw two women ridding bikes, they looked like they were family so when they got back to their car I went over and asked them if they were family and they said yes, so I asked them if they knew about the Starbucks GLBT night and they had not so I invited them, more the merrier.
Me thinks that's all for now. Susan
Monday, May 11, 2009
TS STUFF
I know the day is not over but it's been a good day, first I went for another 2 hours of electrolysis, then to fill out paper work at Lakeview Family Dental, after that I went to the county court, then to Staples, printer ran out of ink again and the last stop at food city, It's funny but when I write it it doesn't seem like much but it took five hours to do all that.
I also ran into one of the guys from work, he didnt say any thing about me being dressed, maybe he was too shocked.
I also ran into one of the guys from work, he didnt say any thing about me being dressed, maybe he was too shocked.
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