before the blog January 10, 2009
This is what happened before I started bogging and as to the reason I am here now.
In October I think it was I was watching Sex Change Hospital on the WE channel, why was I watching that, simple that's something I always wanted to do but just thought that it was something that was way out of my means to do money wise, anyway after watching the shows and doing research and watching another show The serest lives of women I saw that it was possible to do, after that every thing changed, I started looking for TS in my area, doctors, groups, spent a lot more time on the web, cross dressing, everything that had to do with the subject, I took the on line COGIATII test which said I was classification three, Androgynee which I can see by the test, but because the way the test is worded and my age it makes a difference in how the test scores out, I think I am also Femmiphile because I do love women.
I met my first TS in November, Told my doctor about what I wanted to do in December, went to a local Pride Christmas party and got divorced on the 1st of the year.
I think things are going slow but every body tells me to slow down, I am trying to do that but it is hard when you want something so bad.
Well that's all for now, I may add more to this if I remember more things, that's why I am going to try to keep this up every day. Susan