Entry for April 16, 2009
Some things I forgot last night. At taco Tuesday I was telling Marie about coming out because she wasn't here when I did all the coming out at work, I told her that now I was open and it didn't matter who saw me or knew about me, she said that now I have to own it, I asked her what she meant by that just to be sure, she said that I had to live as a women now 24/7, I have been petty much been doing that but I have been cheating a little, when I get off work when I am still dressed in my fire uniform is when I go and do some of my shopping in places where they know me, so that will have to change, I will start by going home to change first after work and then do my shopping, You can do it.
I for got when I saw Marie yesterday to tell her I liked her shoes, Sexy.
More big news, my boobs have started to change, I wasn't sure at first because I did have good pecks for my size, when I look down at them they are definitely changing, more rounder and the areola and nipple have more of a point, you can't tell by looking straight on or from the side, the muscle is getting a lot softer too, the left side has the start of the nodule formation behind the nipple but the right hasn't started yet maybe cause that muscle is bigger on that side, my nipples were already kind of big for a man so it is had to see any change there although I think the left one is a little bigger because I keep having to feel it, my fingers keep getting drawn to it.
See I didn't forget to write too much last night.
Life is good Susan